December 2009
If you ever read this
I love you. Always have, always will, I’ll just never have the guts to tell you, and that makes me want to cry.
I want a kiss at midnight.
jakesonaplane:
but I won’t get one.
Still crossing my fingers that I will. Hope you get one too Jake.
This is not going the way I wanted it to...
There's No Such Thing As Happily Ever After
Disney created it to make little girls believe that they could be Princesses and find that perfect Prince Charming. They make millions of dollars every year off of it. And the realization that Disney’s fairy tales are exactly that, shatters the hearts of millions every year.
I stayed up till 3am
Watching Shane Dawson videos. He is so gorgeous. Like, oh dear god so hot. And he’s just a funny/emotional/amazing person.
GO WATCH HIS VIDEOS!
Tomorrow...
I will see the boy I’m in love with I used to date.
I’ll finally tell him I love him meaninglessly hook up with him.
He’ll tell me he’s in love with me, can’t get me out of his head that I’m hot and a great fuck.
We’ll both walk away happy and satisfied broken hearted and wishing we had spoken the truth that we’re both fully aware of.
Why are we...
I hate the holidays.
Baby Girl, I'm A Blur
I miss you every day.
Every second you get farther away. You were my life, my strife, my only fight, something to get me through the night. And it’s not fair, that you slipped away. Cause I still care, I wanted you to stay.
I loved you, and now you’re gone without a single goodbye. Every night I cry, don’t ask why. One day I fear, you’ll no longer be near, please hold on my dear.
You’re...
Hi, I just want to thank you
jambajewwsss:
for keeping me sane.
This may not be directly towards me, but I do hope I’m part of what keeps you sane, cause I know thats what you do for me. Love you forever hannah banana.
skiing tomorrow
jambajewwsss:
through the 26th. I’m so excited, I’m actually looking forward to getting up at 5. I might even get to see Maya on Christ Day (aka Holy Day of Chinese Food)!
I’m soooo excited.
See you girly. :) I’m so excited to ski with you!
At 5:30 am, nothing seems real.
I’m having the most insane out of body experience…
Insomnia takes it's toll.
This is me, staying up till 5 am, watching a bootleg version of Avatar and tumbling. All because somewhere in my brain, something is saying “Nah, let’s not go to sleep yet. I’d rather stay awake.”
Please let me sleep.
Some things are secrets for a reason.
There’s only one thing that no one in this world knows about me. And it’s going to stay that way until the day I die.
Marla Singer: I got this dress at a thrift store for one dollar.
Narrator: It was worth every penny.
Marla Singer: It's a bridesmaid's dress. Someone loved it intensely for one day, and then tossed it. Like a Christmas tree. So special. Then, bam, it's on the side of the road.
[Grabs Narrator's crotch]
Marla Singer: Tinsel still clinging to it. Like a sex crime victim. Underwear inside out. Bound with electrical tape.
Narrator: Well, then it suits you.
Marla Singer: You can borrow it sometime.
Narrator: I am Jack's complete lack of surprise.
Narrator: I am Jack's wasted life.
Narrator: I am Jack's inflamed sense of rejection.
Narrator: I am Jack's broken heart.
“Listen up, maggots. You are not special. You are not a beautiful or unique...”
– Tyler Durden (Fight Club)
Fight Club
Tyler Durden: Where'd you go, psycho boy?
Narrator: I felt like destroying something beautiful.
